Saturday, 29 February 2020

Love for kathakali

Love for kathakali

"Among all my text books, I loved 'Malayalam' the most. I was so enthusiastic about reading and understanding those poems and literature which was filled with the beauty of the language. I remember it was in my 10th, I found an 'attakatha' (a literature form of modern ballet) as a chapter to study - 'Nalacharitham' by Unnayi Varier. Even though it was so unfamiliar for me till then, I liked it. It was indeed great work of Varier in which he nicely explains every minute details about how a goose comes as the messenger of 'Nalan' with his proposal for 'Damayanthi' and how it taunts her for her childishness even in her blossoming youth. 'Love' always has the same expression in any times and in any art form ; so I decided to watch this 'Kathakali' once..
Coincidentally, I came to know that there is a performance of the very same 'Nalacharitham Aattakatha' in Thrissur. I did not think twice, I went straightaway to the venue.
It was dusk by the time I reached. There were many people who were comfortably waiting for it to begin - but all elder to me! Anyhow, that longing for watching a live Kathalali was about to be fulfilled and it certainly elevated my excitement. Since I knew the story, I could easily connect to the mesmerising performance without even blink of an eye. I was falling in love with Kathakali that day. Thereafter I never missed even a single chance of watching a kathakali performance. Perhaps, if it was not there in my text book as a lesson, I would not have developed this interest in it.
I understand that language and I love that costume and the best part - way of expressing emotions through 'Bhavas'. I used to take my frie
nds along with me to watch kathakali and guess what, I like translating and explaining the story along with the lyrics and actions (mudras).
When I watch Kathakali, I feel like playing a puzzle game...! I keep on exploring each movement, I stare and watch without a blink of an eye. I really have no words to express my excitement about my love towards it…."
Syam

Petrichor _ a poem

*_ Petrichor_*

Short, the days passed,
The dunes unrestrained..
My heart longed inane....
For an other shower again..!
Arid, the breeze around,
As my mind drowned....
Endless Hunt for the scent,
Ended up being dement...
Long, the nights we handled,
Finding ourselves entangled..
Beneath a furry blanket...,
Busy building an other planet..!
We smelled the same...,
Perspired of love flame..
As the earth did ever...
Post the maiden shower...!

              - Syam

Apathy

Apathy



The state of being at times experienced by almost everyone....
There are two extremes in our life where either we ll be in a state of euphoria or state of melancholy..!
We can handle these two extreme emotional states.. Let it be euphoria or melancholy... But what about the mid amplitude of these two emotions...? It is state of apathy..
We most of the times often experience the extremes where apathy is for a very lil period of time..
It is basically the suppression of emotions and concerns ... Lack of enthusiasm... Almost putting the person in to a frozen state...
Wt may b the reason...?
Perhaps, The same 'two extremes'


When you really experience any of these extremes to the fullest..., you will definitely experience the state of APATHY for a while...
It may not be a disease to be labelled as such...
It is just a reminder for the saturated emotions still boiling within you..!

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